





I don't know if anybody even reads these, but might as well write down what I am thinking even if it just for me.
I am sitting in my photography lab right now and I just had a discussion with my class and teacher, and I don't know what to think anymore.
For photographers to get jobs, they need to be confident. I don't feel confident at all. I only charge 50 - 75 dollars, hoping someone will want to use me since I am so cheap. People tell me that making myself cheaper won't help at all, I need to show that I am confident in myself as a photographer so other people with trust me. But if I can hardly get jobs when I charge so little, I doubt anyone will want me if I charge 150 - 200. That would still be cheap. For what I give people, other photographers would charge 500 - 1,000 dollars. But people don't understand that, so I remain cheap.
I look around at other photographers, and I feel like I am not good at all. I like my photos, and my clients like my photos, but compared to other photographers...it just doesn't seem good enough.
People don't trust me because I am young. I just want a chance to show what I can do.
Or am I holding myself back? Am I afraid I won't be good enough, so I don't take a chance? How can other people take a chance on me if I am too scared to take a chance on myself?